Labor

It's been a while since i did update this blog of mine. Subrang busy ako sa lahat. Kanina nasa Labor ako morning and afternoon, subrang dissapointed ako kaninang umaga lalo na ka ninang hapon matapos kung mapatunayan na talagang pinahihirapan ako sa pagkuha ng Health Certificate ng mga empleyado namin. Noong pumunta ako kaninang umaga lalake ang nandoon at binigyan ako ng papers para papermahan kay Bill ang papel, samantalang authorized akung maglakad ng mga papers ng mga empleyedo namin, ganoon pa man umuwe ako para mananghalian din bumalik ako ulit before 1:00 O'clock ng hapon sa Labor kasi my hearing ang isa naming empleyedo, masama ang loob ko kasi nagbigay sila ng number just write on your own or it's up to you to remember your number, ang nakakainis may numbers na ibinigay pero harap-harapan nilang ipinamumukha sa amin na nandoon na priority pa rin ang mga tagarito kahit na hinde dapat pa na sila ang pumasok at humarap sa hearing, wala na kaming magagawa kasi mahirap naman na pasukin at palabasin pa sila! malinaw nga lang na bastusan ang nangyayari. Ngayon after the hearing I went to get and try again for the health certificates of our employees, well, guess what? It was so easy because the lady who's doing her job well at the PHC office she did give me the two health certificates for no questions just ask me the entry permits for our employee (For that lady I thank her and may God bless her always. I don't understand why there's people who want to use thier position just to show that they are in power and they can do whatever they want to do. If only they know how much time the're wasting for us. Hope and pray for those people who have done wrong things to me today that may God forgive them and may God touch their hearts to see that they are wrong for what they have done.

BETTY THE FUTURE MS. LITTLE PHILIPPINES

HOORAY! BRAVO MS. SWEET DIMPLE. WE ALL KNOW THAT YOU WANT TO BE A BEAUTY QUEEN AND WE WILL SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY! GOOD LUCK ON YOUR BALLY DANCE AND HOPE YOU WILL ENJOY ALL YOUR ACT IVIES.

CIARALYN'S NAME STILL AT THE BARANGAY HALL STAGE

PRINCESS CIARALYN CASTILLO APOSTOL

SIX YEARS AGO NAGING QUEEN SI CIARALYN SA AMING BARANGAY SA PILIPINAS, AT DAHIL NA RIN HINDE PA NAGKAKARUON NANG FIASTA SA AMING BARANGAY MULA PA NOONG 2004 KAYA HANGGANG NGAYON HAWAK PA RIN NI CIARALYN ANG KANYANG TITTLE NA MAJESTY "QUEEN". SIGURO SA DARATING NA TAON AY MATULOY NA ANG PAGKAKAROON NANG FIASTA SA AMING BARANGAY KAYA TIYAK MAILIPAT NA ANG KORONA SA IBA AT DAHIL DIYAN MAAALIS NA RIN ANG PANGALAN NIYA SA BARANGGAY HALL BUT SYMPRE SHE WILL ALWAYS BE A PART OF HISTORY OF THE BARANGGAY. WHERE I ALSO ONCE BECAME MS. SAN CARLOS IN 1994. HOPEFULLY MY YOUNGEST DAUGHTER BETTY WILL BE THE NEXT BEAUTY QUEEN.

Bill and the Kids are having fun

World Resort with family and friends

Look at theme! They are having fun but not me.... I'm always busy take a pictures for theme.

Ciara and Betty is just having fun

My two beautiful angels

Happy 11th Birthday Ciaralyn! We are so proud of you anak. We wish you all the very best, most of all a good health always. May you continue to grow with the LORD and keep up the good work anak! We love you very much anak.

SELFISHNESS

Another obstacle to the pursuit of our goals is the fact that we can be selfish, especially with our personal space and our freedom. If we're going to be committed to never giving up, we're going to have to sacrifice our selfish wants at times. Persistence and determination are hard on the self. After all, if I'm committed to something, then what happens when the time comes and I don't feel like doing it? We often think freedom is being able to do whatever we want to, Whenever we want to do it. But the truth is, if we ever could live that way, it would just drive us to be more selfish and self-centered.

If we aren't determined to never give up, it's easy for the devil to talk us out of doing whatever we should be doing by appealing to our selfish desires. Persistence requires us to discipline our feelings and do what is right, no matter how we feel about it.

We need to surrender our freedom and our personal space once in a while and learn to say no to ourselves. We cannot trust our flesh; it won't get us where we need to be when we need to be there. It will want to stop when we need to keep pressing on. It will temp us with our personal space and freedom-at the expense of our personal growth. It says that feeling good right now is more valuable than living a disciplined. Committed lifestyle. that will result in the achievement of our goals and the fulfillment of our goals and the fulfilment of our destinies.

Not only God want you to succeed, he created you to succeed. And he does not want you to settle for anything less. Don't allow failures or mistake to cause you to give up; let them teach you what to avoid the next time around. As you move toward success, wait on the lord and let him renew your strength. Success will not come easily, but it will, if you persevere.

Grotto at my house in the Philippines

Ito ang grotto na ipinagawa ko sa harapan nang bahay ko sa Pilipinas. Tuwing umuuwe ako ito ang ginagawa ko sinisigurong malinis ang paligid.

My two sisters, my brother Jojo and one of our friend

A year ago we just have lost our beloved mother and now we have loss our beloved nephew Rommel (my sister charing son), which is really very painful for me, he was the most closes nephew I ever had. I can't forget how really nice and kind my nephew is to me and to my parents and to my two daughters as well. I know that he want us to be together as a family now. No matter what happened in life we know that we all in one. Through the years my eldest sister Charing and myself are both working abroad, that's why we hardly see each other, but this time we finally get sometimes together with our brother and other sister Delia. We went to the church in Manaoag, have break past in BULALOHAN, and we also went to SM in ROSALES Pangasinan. I noticed that they really enjoyed what I have done for them during the time that I was with them, we're all so happy then! We miss our brother Rey which he left here in Saipan. I will make sure that one day we will take our vacation at the same time and we will gave time to our father. Our father was really jealous when he found out that we went to Manaoag and SM Rosales. I don't know what to do or to say when he found out about it, but I said sorry to my dad. I really think I owe my father big one which is hard for me because I don't have anymore time to bring him anywhere, because the next day it was the day to go manila for our flight. My sister charing and I left our house at the same time on Friday afternoon Thank God for bringing me back safe, as well as my sister charing arrived in Israel safe.

Narita Japan

I left Saipan this morning and right now I'm at Narita Japan. while waiting for my flight going to Manila, I'm staying inside the DELTA sky club here at Narita Airport. Glad to have this access of Internet at least I can do some of my work. I was really busy for the whole weekend for our group activities but because of the weather we had to canceled our two cleanups, even though we already at the place where we suppose to do the cleanup, HEAVY RAIN came! we waited for a while and let the RAIN to stop but it didn't for an hours. I always try and gave my very best to do my volunteer work for so many years now, I also been the President for 4 years, I really been thinking of stepping down for I know that some active member should be stepping in because I also believe that some other member should have a chance to be the President. I have ask to the members about my plan but they don't want my idea. Anyway, I told them, sooner or later we all have to go back to our own LAND, and I am very thankful that we have come to Saipan and shared our goal in life like community services during our days off. It's always great when you know how much you work hard for something and people realize that you are valuable person. It's always a blessing when you find the true friendship. 

Prayer for OFWs

LORD GOD,
I offer prayers for those who have left for foreign lands, especially those who are now in CNMI to find work in order to improve the condition of their family. Keep their faith in YOU strong that they may bear with patient love their loneliness in being away from their loved ones, their own familiar culture and our own country. Bless each families and homes that even in this temporary moment of separation, we may all remain united in our love and fidelity to you and to one another. May we take our problems to you with whom we can find a sure guide and help in our every need. BLESS ALL OUR HARD WORK AND SACRIFICES so these may become pleasing to you and lead them to greater dependence on you, the Giver of every good gift and Source of all our strength. Keep us all under your care and protection. Be with us all in our struggles and difficulties. By the witness of our Christian Lives, may we draw other peoples to you especially those who do not believe so that they themselves may become missionaries who spread the Christian faith to other Countries. May we return to you always with praise and thanksgiving in our hearts. Amen

Prayer for those in Authority and who serve in Public Office

GOD our father, bless all those who are in authority that they may dedicate their efforts, talents and abilities to render true service for this nation and its people. Help them not to be overcome by worldly ambition and power. May they be enlightened by the Gospel message:
"Whoever wants to be first must be last of all and servant of all." Aid them with your grace. Guide them with your wisdom and love so that they may uphold and protect the rights of the people. Grant that our leaders may serve with integrity and sincerity. May they turn to you as the ultimate Authority in all of our lives and because YOU alone can lead our land toward lasting prosperity, security and peace. I ask this through our Lord Jesus Christ, Your son, who lives and reigns with you and the holy spirit, one God, forever and ever. Amen.

Just having fun with my two daughters

We're having fun! Smile!

Ang sarap nang mga ngiti nila habang nakikitang kinukuhanan ko sila nang picture.

Congratulations SVES

Melly and Betty

Betty is so sweet!

My Nephews and nieces

Easter Sunday with friends and family

Not only kids had enjoyed it we also did it by watching and helping theme to find Eggs!

Look how they really think about Egg hunting? They are all ready but I told theme to wait! and take a chance to get this picture.

Betty is having fun painting the eggs with her Sister Ciara (not in the picture).

Betty is having fun with her own swimming pool. Betty is a water lover!

I owe it all to God

This lot is located at Brgy. San Carlos Paniqui Tarlac, Philippines. The Size of the lot is 20 thousand square meters (2 Hiktars). Malaking property at isa pa maraming puweding gawin, naiisip ko nga puwede kung idevelop ang lugar namin para naman makatulung ako sa mga kabataan na nasa amin. Isa sa mga pangarap ko ang maipagpatuloy ko ang pagtulong sa School nang Elementarya sa aming lugar which is taon taon ay aking sinisikap na matulungan sa abot nang aking makakaya. Kailangan nang malaking grocery store sa aming lugar kaya naisip ko ring magpatayo, sana pagpalain pa ako nang Panginoong Jesus para marami pa akung matulungan. Maganda ang lugar namin may surkat malapit na daan papunta sa Tarlac City in 30 minutes makakarating na sa Tarlac, kahit saan gustong pumunta somewhere norte malapit lang 45 minutes drive to Manaog and if going to Baguio City just two and half hours drive. Kaya naman minabuti kung magpatayo nang aking bahay sa lugar na aking kinagisnan, malayo sa pol-yusion, tahimik na lugar, malayu sa panganib at higit sa lahat malinis na kapaligiran.

Napakasarap talaga nang pakiramdam pag nakakatulung ka sa kapwa. Hinde mahalaga kung pasasalamatan o rerespituhin ka nang mga taong natulungan mo, basta ang mahalaga nagawa mo kung ano ang misyon mo sa buhay na ibinigay ni God saiyo. Kahit gaano pa kalaki ang pagkakasala saiyo nang isang tao matutu kang magpatawad at pakinggan kung ano ang sinasabe nang Diyos sa puso mo, Tao lang tayo wala tayong karapatan para maningil at magparusa sa mga taong nagkasala sa atin. Sana huwag natin kalilimutan na ang buhay natin ay hiram lang ito sa ating mahal na panginoon at huwag hayaan na sarile natin mismo ang sumira sa ating buhay. Iisa lamang ang nais nang ating Panginoong Diyos, iyon ay magmahalan at magpatawaran. Sana huwag natin pairalin ang masama na pumasok sa ating mga puso, maging mapagbantay at maging maingat sa bawat kataga na binibigkas nang ating bibig sa mga kapwa. Ang isang pagkakamali ay hinde ito kailanman puweding sabihing sorry nabigla ako, Gaano ka man katutuo sa paghingi nang sorry iyon ay nakatatak na sa isip at puso nang tao kaya sana mag-ingat tayo parati. Ang pagiging malapit sa Diyos at sa kanyang bugtong na anak na si Jesus ay isang napakalaking pagpapala para sa aking buhay sapagkat kahit kailan hinde niya ako pinabayaan sa buhay. Noong nakaraang taon pumanaw ang aming pinakamamahal na Ina, sa hinde ko inaasahang pangyayari dahil sa lima kaming magkakapated at ako pa ang bunso, doon ko naramdaman ang tunay na pag-iisa sa buhay kunde kapanalig ko ang Panginoong Diyos, wala ni isa sa aking mga ate, at kuya ang nagbigay nang tulong, pati mga kapated at kahit sarile naming ama ay wala ring ibinigay na tulong, anong sakit at hirap ang aking naramdaman pero kailaman hinde ako bumitaw sa aking Ama na itinuturing ang Diyos na maykapangyarihan sa lahat, ang buong akala ko may pamilya ako ngunit wala pala lalo na pagdating na sa setuation na kailangang-kailangan ang pagkakaisa bilang pamilya. Masakit lalo pa bunso ako sa Pamilya, pero hinde ako nagtanim nang sama nang loob sa kahit isa sa kanila, bagkos tinulungan ko pa ang tatlo kung mga kapated na magpahanggang ngayon patuloy ang pagtulong ko at umaasa sila na hinde sana ako magsawa. Alam ko ang lahat nang bagay may hangganan lalo pa kung alam ko na subra na at hinde na dapat, pero kahit ganoon pa man kahirap hinde ko kayang pabayaan ang mga kuya at ate ko. Mahal-mahal ko silang tatlo at ganoon din ang tatay ko. Sa aming Ina na labis ang aking pagmamahal sana nakikita niya ang aking mga ginagawa ngayon. Iyan ang tunay na dahilan kung bakit nagawa kung ipamahagi ang tunay na pagmamahal at pagpapatawad.

My family

My dad and my other relatives

Baguio City

15 days of vacation in the Philippines

I was really glad and so happy to see my dad, brother and my sister at once again. I have spent most of my time at the house, but visit my favorite places to go, the most popular church Manaog, and I also went to Baguio and Binguit (La Trinidad). During my stay in my province I have notice the big different, because the whole province are really adopt the Environmental Project that I've been doing here in Saipan, I am really proud to my own hometown (the whole Province of Tarlac City) for caring the mother earth. Brgy. San Carlos Paniqui learn how to keep Clean and Beautify for there home and places. On April 28, 2009 I was one of the guest at my former Elementary School during the Graduation Night and I'm so really proud to heard from the salutatorian Graduate because her message is about poverty and environmental. It's important to have an education and poverty is not an excuse for not having education. We all need to work together to keep clean our own home town, environmental is important to educate the young kids. I feel so great and proud for my own home town and Province. God bless Philippines.

Happy Birthday Dad

Today is my dad 73th Birthdays. My wish for him is to keep himself strong and healthy, always feel young in heart! I know that you never looks like at your real age dad and that's why i'm so proud of you for being that way! Dad may the good Lord will bless you with a good health always! My family and I myself will always love you dad.

It's a great day!

Yesterday was just a Valentines Day and I Thank you very much honey for the great Valentine gift surprized! I also thanks my two daughters who's really been a blessing to have them.

Yesterday at around 6:47 pm I've got a text, from no where (maining no names and no numbers to call or text back). I was just wondering kung itong tao na ito ay nakita kami ni Bill na masayang magkasama sa World Resort kahapon habang sinicelebrate namin ang Valentines Day. Para sa taong ito ang masasabe ko lang saiyo harapin mo ako at huwag kang duwag magsabe nang gusto mo infact kahit pa gumamit ka nang computer para etext ang mga sinabe mo kayang-kaya kitang erisearch at once na inulit mo pa ito baka luluhod ka sa harapan ko. Kung may problema ka sa buhay dahil disperada ka na ngayon huwag kang mangdamay nang taong nanahimik. Baka hinde mo matanggap sa sarile mo na tutuo akung tao at hinde ako sinungaling kaya tuwing nakikita mo kami ni Bill subrang inggit mo kasi wala ka kung ano mayron ako? Tinawag mo pa akong "KIRIDA at SINUNGALING", eh, ikaw ano ang tawag mo sa sarile mo? DISPERADA at INGGITIRA? Manahimik ka nalang at wala kang mapapala sa pakikialam sa akin kasi one of this day baka umiyak ka sa galit mo pagnakita mo dito sa blog ko ang mga hinanap mong ebedensiya. Ngayon DISPERADA ka na sa buhay ipagdarasal nalang kita baka sakali may awa pa rin ang Diyos saiyo kahit papaano matuwa ka naman sa buhay at hinde ka makikialam sa buhay ng may buhay! Salamat ah, atleast napatunayan ko na naman sa sarile ko na hinde mo ako level kahit kailan.

Betty is now three years old

Swiming is one of Betty's favorite. Her wish is to have a big swiming pool at our yard and also at the age of three she is now a bally dancer at dance school. That's Betty's dreams at the ages of three!

Betty want to be a model and movie star!

Happy birthday Princess Betty! We love you very much.... Stay sweet as you are!